Monday, November 24, 2008

7 years/3 months

I had a hard week last week and as the weekend approached I realized what the date was -- the 22nd. Seven years since mom's passing and 3 months since Keith's. I stumbled through my Y.W. lesson on Sunday. Trying to teach the girls that there are blessings with trials. I wanted to say that I'm still waiting to see the blessings or feel like I've grown in some way from loosing my brother. How can there be any? Anyway, what I wanted to say was that today I visited my sister Natalie's blog. She paid a beautiful tribute to both mom and Keith. She has a way with words. She was able to what I couldn't - I couldn't organize my thoughts at least not a beautifully as she did. She is awesome. I don't think she would mind me inviting others to read her words. Please click on her link. I hope she doesn't mind me borrowing her feelings as they feel so much like mine. I love you Nat. Can't wait to give you a hug.

3 comments:

George and Joanna said...

I SOOO agree with you! It is difficult... somehow we will make it though- we have to!

Natalie said...

I don't know how good it was- it was just me typing as thoughts, emotions, and tears flowed. But thanks for the compliment. It is so hard and I do miss them both, but I know that Heavenly Father Loves us and that our Savior has felt our pain and somehow they will make it right!

Jer said...

My heart goes out to each of you. I read Natalie's tribute--touching! You are such a sweet family. Even though these days are painful, you may look back on them and cherish the tenderness of them. I hope that you can always love each other.